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Journey

The journey to the next side of the world... Known Tze Xian since 2005.. It has been 5 years.. And on April 6th I was shocked to hear the news of his departure to the other side of our world..

During my office morning huddle.. the phone rang... and i called back after the huddle only to hear the bad news from Joyce that he had left us.. I was damn shocked/scared... I couldn't believe it at that moment.. It was too too too sudden for me to accept it...

Tears started rolling down uncontrollable as i shivered... In my mind is why why why... I haven't meet him for our lunch date.. A cheerful and handsome smart guy left us just like this... Things that happened on him during our working times, flooded into my mind at that moment. The vain young chap using the computer as mirror to comb his hair, he singing with emotion in the ktv room and all the photos taking session we had..As well as my last day in uob, he was there sitting on the chair taking tons of photos as i was busy distributing the donuts and opening my gifts..

And also not to forget the day he met me to pass me my birthday gift and introducing his girlfriend whom he mentioned to me.

No one knows the reasons behind his departure... He chose to abandon us and leave for another world. It might be a way of relieve for him.. Althought he has left us but all his buddy and friends had never forgot him... He is forever in our mind and memories.. The joy and fun with him around is not easy to forget.

To me it was not easy also.. He has yet to see me this Jie Jie's Wedding photos nor attend my wedding which i had already reserved a seat for him. His presence will never happen on that day. But he will be in my heart, a seat for him..

我很想说 "我知道你还在，你从没离开过我们＂但是我不能．．

我只能说 "去吧，去重新过一个新的人生吧．．不要再过今生所过的苦．．你一定要过的更快乐."

I Miss U Tze Xian.. I will miss the time you call me ＂姐＂．．．