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Do you know me ?
. My Name is Yuki Chen My Wishlist for 2014
. 我的宝贝敏琦健康长大,可爱又漂亮! 渴望的幸福能成真! Didi Jasper to grow up smart and handsome Big Thanks . Template Skin by : Syuhada Edit by : Yuki Chen Image by : WeHeartIt
| Happiness follow by Disappointment
Long await flat is finally on the way... After so many years of waiting... It is finally completed. As i sink into the happiness of getting my beloved house key with the surprise gift given to me, i feel so happy and joyful. Princess Dragon, Beloved Hubby & Arriving new flat is my wish for years... As i was floating in happiness and thinking of how to decorate and furnish my dream flat with my hubby and waiting patiently for the arrival of our princess.. Planning happily how to invite and celebrate my new flat with all my groups of dear sisters and friends. Scheduling of monthly affairs with my groups of friends and sisters. A bomb dropped on me.. The happiness of the arrival of my new flat was tarnished out of sudden... Initially planned 1st common room for my beloved elderly parents whom will be helping me take care of my beloved dragon & 2nd common room decorated and furnish into my beloved dragon's playroom/den cum my beloved hubby computer/research room. With the news that i am unable to use the 2nd common room for what i planned and wished it to be.. made me felt thrown deep down into the water without my float... drowning into the deep bottom... Plan of a prince seem to floating away as well. Unsure of what my future happiness will be like. I dare not think of having a prince.. I feel that i am slowly joining my dearest sister in what she is encountering now having to stay with I.L.... All this that is going to happen made me feel that the future is unclear and full of haze.. I am really unable to imagine how much unhappiness and quarrel i am going to have with my beloved hubby... People say preggie woman tend to think too much and is easily sinking into depression.. I believe it is true ... Whenever thoughts of my plan being tarnish came into my mind.. tears will automatically surround my eyes frame... If fortune was to strike me, everything will be able to come to a beautiful ending.. But it is always a dream to everyone and hard to come true... Is my life never going to be what i wish and dream of ... Maybe i am right about myself... Nothing good will ever happen on me for long ... :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( |