Life is forever full of regrets..

From home to studying to working to relationship to marriage to creating a family.
Countless of regrets in my dictionary and my diary.

As i see people posting birthday celebrations, anniversary celebration and holidays with their loving doting husband. I wonder where is mine..

All the assumption i had is all assumption.

Having 2 darling with me sometime really make me wonder is it a really terrible decision to have them in the first place.

What people have in their life is never what i have in my life.

Maybe in the first place i shouldn't had accepted the person. Whatever done is purely a lie.

Many people must be thinking in the first place why i am so silly as to think of that person to be wonderful.

Almost every guy is 360degree change after status change.
I wonder why am i not the one that met one whom will do all housework perfectly, takecare and handle the kids perfectly and show love and concern and positive attitude to the wife.
As well as having a positive working attitude.

I believed one thing .. my eyesight is really BLIND!

Ever since the day i decided to walk down the path. I never expect my life to change dramatically till the end.

Sometime i wonder should i just forsake but my heart cry for my kids. People often ask me will i be worried of my marriage as families with background of divorce often tend to be at higher risk. I would normally reply no. however i am having no confident as days goes..

Nothing but tears are confirmed washing my face more than often as i expected.
Sometime i felt that probably i need to consult 心理医生even.. depression is confirm hiding somewhere inside me.